Suddenly some....?

This is an attempt to do something useful and to cure depression, which I know must be near. How? I hear you ask, I burst into tears while on the phone to my mother-in-law. And as the radio has just told me: today is Valentine's Day and I am sitting in bed hiding from the World, pulling a so called sicky.

I know that I will not receive flowers today, I will not receive a card, I will not even get a peck on the cheek after almost exactly 30 years of marriage I know this without a doubt! The only person that ever sent me flowers was my mother, who has been gone for some 5 years now, the same year my husband went to Thailand. 

Husband, ah yes, he left 6 months ago for a job the other side of the world, saying he loved me more than everything and didn't know what he would do without me. That lasted a long time - all of 2 months. Now I find myself bringing up 2 teenagers, one just started college the other a year away from university entrance exams, of course they are the reason I didn't go and live in the tropics. It would not be fair to either desert them in Europe or drag them to a foreign country so I stayed.

What?

Now, I've explained my situation, I have to decide what I'm going to use this blog for. The idea behind the blog name is that you can add anything to the phase "suddenly some" 'suddenly some flowers'...hahahaha, as it's Valentines Day 'suddenly some-one loves you' that would be nice but, not today. 

So that's what is going to be, every time I post I'll add a phase that's been bugging me and ramble.